The healer in me
Sees the healer in you 
Yes my dear it’s very true 
You have indeed been lied to 
We are taught in this culture 
To give our power away 
We are taught this every single day 
That we must go to the “experts” 
For they will know the truth we seek 
Or the solutions we need
But this is false you see 
The answer is within you and me 
You ask “where do I even begin?” 
Begin by looking within 
The “experts” can definitely be valuable
There is a time and place 
But the biggest truths, we already know 
Stop giving your power away 
Take it back - why not today? 
To the doctors, the medicine world 
We have been giving it away for way too long
But no more, not today, not in any way 
You see we don’t always need this doctor, this specialist, 
This prognosis, this medicine, these supplements, 
Or this restricted diet
It’s all a hot mess 
It’s a system that means well, I suppose
But it’s been making us more sick 
It’s disempowering people and creating more internal chaos. Not
knowing anymore who or what we can actually trust
We get hopeful, excited & then let down 
Because that pill wasn’t the solution after all 
Or one pain goes away and another begins 
Or the aching pain heals but stomach problems persist 
We mistake what is common as normal, 
Without realizing how good we could actually feel 
You still aren’t sure where to begin 
If you can’t find the answers you seek within 
If you must look “outside” of self
Look up to the sun, the stars, the moon, & the sky
For we are made of the same cells
Our soul a fragment of the soul of our Mother, our Earth. 
I promise you that if there is something chronic within
That more then likely the answer indeed begins also within
It’s an inside job: exploring the inner child, rewiring your brain Call me crazy - I get it - to some this will sound insane
But we loose connection to our inner wisdom
When for so long we are taught to give our power away
So again I say, take it back - Take it back today!
Because we are all self healing beings
It’s so very true 
And the healer in me, sees the healer in YOU.




​#chooselove 

#chooselove 💕

I’m not enough
I’m too much ...

What does it all mean!?!

“Completely conflicting beliefs - is this one big dream .. gone bad ... perhaps a nightmare....Wake me up - no joke - before I feel despair ... oh wait - I’ve already been there.”

Your too hyper - too happy - can you tone it down

Oh now stop you’re crying - Dry your eyes - your being dramatic

You are just a girl ....

You are so smart - all brains - it’s just easy for you - “what you don’t think I work hard??? - well I do”

And where did you come from, it sure wasn’t us ....

But be a good girl and do as you are told, don’t dare ask why... go ahead and try me - see what you get.

Sports, no silly girl you aren’t athletic - you lack coordination. You definely can’t dance - your poor thing - you got your dad’s lack of rhythm...and do yourself a favor and don’t ever sing.

Too whoo whoo too hippie ... cant take you seriously

Your opinion doesn’t count cuz your ideals are unrealistic

You just gonna be one of those educated bumms wasting your skill - will you ever grow up?

Your moving away ? Well we know you will be back - it’s too expensive out there - you won’t make it - you will never last.

Wait, You don’t want a 9-5 & you don’t work full time -you aren’t up at sunrise working until midnight? I will ask you again what are you even doing with your life?

Ohhhh well you must just be lazy - sleep is over rated - it’s for the weak...

Play is for kids, now be an adult. Figure out what your life is about!

“Oh and by life do you mean what soul sucking job I will do - that you approve - that takes all my time - and sucks me dry.... stay stuck in the drama cycle and feel the stress and complain and bitch and moan like all of the rest?”

This is what life’s all about don’t you know? What, you think you are better then us cuz you don’t want the same stuff?

“Well I have and I do what I want - I’m happy, abundant and have more then I need ... isn’t this enough? How much more should I want? Yes I would love eventually to earn even more money to give lots back and this day is not far ahead - trust me at that.”

No no silly girl money doesn’t grow on trees - in fact it’s the root of all evil - rich people steal - so don’t you dare earn it and be one of those people.

And your hair - it’s too short - short hair is for boys ... and would you ever put on makeup and dress yourself up? You mean your going out in what you are wearing? Your not gonna change? Your not even going to do your hair? Those eyebrows to thick too thin - can’t you get it right?

You know you are getting old quick - I hope you use face cream .... and do you wanna die alone? No one is perfect so you may as well settle...

Ugh no kids for you either - well that’s a misfortune - you selfish woman -you are missing out - you will never - could never possibly understand true unconditional love - this is something only a mother knows...

Oh you have a dog and you think you understand love? Silly girl a dog is nothing like a child - I should know.

“Apparently other people get to decide how we should, should not, could, or could not possibly feel ...

Suddenly we are put into some box that says well he believes it -so then it must be - it just must.”

Give your power away - trust me I say- I’m the expert - I know what’s best for you these days...

And don’t worry if it’s wrong you can rest knowing you are the victim no fault of your own -you can pass the blame along.

Let me tell you how you should live your life ... and if you aren’t -how you should feel and never mind how you think you feel - those feelings aren’t even real ...

You believe in what? Oh that nonsense shit - that again - oh please just sit.

Another book you are reading another class you take? All this spiritual self development it’s all just fake. You have been working on yourself your whole life - why the need - if it actually worked then maybe you would be someone else... and you wouldn’t need to keep reading more - never mind the fact it’s a lifelong journey ...

oh wait what? .... back track .... Who says it’s not about a destination?!?

I’m totally going to be happy when I get there. Get where you ask? You know .. there ... the place I’ve never been - but when - just when I do - you will see - I will truly be happy - follow me.... you know the saying ... misery loves me some company.

“Nah I think I’ll pass on all that .... I’m going to stay on my own path - it has led me beautiful places, always in the graces .... and I’m feeling love from the divine - my life is unfolding in perfect time.

Thank you for all the trials and tribulations - it’s all of this that I’ve gone through that makes me me - and as far as who I am - I’m as proud as can be. I stand firm in my truth - and celebrate joyfully ... so you do you...and I will do me.”

#chooselove💕